Soch

tere bare me hi ab din raat sochti hu
tere ek jhalak pane ko har pal tarasti hu
bekhabar hai tu meri is bechaini se
or me tere ek farmaan ko tadapti hu

kya  kasoor  hai tera  bekhabar hai tu  meri mohabat se
or me teri mohabat ko har pal  bikharti hu
milna hua na tujse kabhi ye jaan
par tu kab kha kaise mil jay ,yahi soch kar har pal sawarti hu

ek jhalak dekhi thi kabhi mene teri tabse tu dil me basa hua hai ,
madmast hai tu apni duniya me or me pagal ye jahan chod kar tuje apni duniya samajati hu
kya gila karu tujse me tuje maloom bhi nahi ,koi chahata hai tuje is kadar or
ek me hu pagal jo sirf tera naam lekar chehak jati hu.
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ek tarfah maohabt meri kya mood lekar ayegi mallom nahi
,maloom hai to bus itna ki tuje khone ke dar se hi dar jati hu
ehsan hai tera tu kar leta hai bat mujse  sab jane bina,
or me tere ek reply ko dekh kar gabra jati hu

sochti hu kar du haale e byan dil ka
par tere hmmm ha ohk me ulajh kar reh jati hu
tuje dil ki bat batana itna mushkil hogaya ki ab samaj or kuch ata nahi
or bin bataye tere bina jine ke khyal se mar jati hu

maloom nahi ki kya kabhi tuje bata paungi ki kitna chaha hai tuje
bus batane ki bat karti or teher jati hu
pata nhi ye pagalpan hai ,haqiqat hai ,junoon hai ya ashiqi
par jo b tujse hi jeeti hu tujpar hi mar jati hu

ye khuda mere de itni taqat ki bata sakoon use dil ki bat
ek ladki hai is duniya me jisse wo anjan hai lekin wo
tere duniya ka bus ek hissa banna chahati hai
kasoor nahi hai tera tu muje janta b nahi
janta b nhi ki ek deewani hai teri is kadar ,jo har saans me tuje rakhti hai
khuda se mangti hai ki ho apni kahani ho radha krishan ki tarah
par anjan hai wo mujse isliye bus meera ban reh jati hai
chaha mere rab ne to tu mera zaroor hoga ek din ,par agar nhi samjha wo b
to tere na hone ke kauf se hi har pal toot kar bhikhar jati hu .....A